Post by Rylie Duvall on Feb 5, 2008 19:34:52 GMT -5
Dear Diary
What am I feeling? Is that what I am supposed to be writing in here? Well I feel hollow. Have for some time now, ya know? Empty inside and out. This place is a joke. Why should I belong here? Because 'it's for my own good'? HA! Why can't I go back to living at a house, going to school, being hated, and being able to cut? It's all confusing.
I give in and do what is asked without question. They took my effin shoe laces. What do they think I'm gonna kill myself? Although maybe I would be able to do something to myself with them. But I wouldn't. And my hoodies with the strings. Guess it's incase of a life ending idea someone would get. I haven't met no one around this place. Could actually do without it. Probably end up being picked on and then I'd end up loosin my temper or somethin and I'd get in trouble. Just what I need. More trouble.
What am I feeling? Is that what I am supposed to be writing in here? Well I feel hollow. Have for some time now, ya know? Empty inside and out. This place is a joke. Why should I belong here? Because 'it's for my own good'? HA! Why can't I go back to living at a house, going to school, being hated, and being able to cut? It's all confusing.
I give in and do what is asked without question. They took my effin shoe laces. What do they think I'm gonna kill myself? Although maybe I would be able to do something to myself with them. But I wouldn't. And my hoodies with the strings. Guess it's incase of a life ending idea someone would get. I haven't met no one around this place. Could actually do without it. Probably end up being picked on and then I'd end up loosin my temper or somethin and I'd get in trouble. Just what I need. More trouble.